A quick post to let out some thoughts...

Bill has been renting an apartment from someone I know. That's fine. Its not fine that it took him over a month to let me know who it is. Its not fine that my so called best friend knew it all along. They had DISCUSSED it prior to see how I would react. How fucking nice is that? How friendly of them? I know I sound like a spoiled baby but you would have to know all the background which is too great for me to explain just now.
But, long story short, Emily and Bill decided I shouldn't know who he was renting from.
He decided to tell me now since I HAD FUCKING DINNER WITH EMILY AND THIS WOMAN the other night.
I just feel as if everyone was in on this joke but me. I was the butt of the joke. Spoiled little brat I am... no doubt. But I am really upset by this.
I feel as if Bill treats me like a baby and doesn't think I can handle anything. I feel as if I have been betrayed by Emily AGAIN. She never has my back, so to speak. What are best friends for?
Anyway... this is a quick post. I was with my family today. Enough said.