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I am upset with bill. I went to dinner with him Saturday night. He stayed long enough to make sure I couldn't be with anyone else but he never touched me and we barely spoke about anything really at all.
I feel he is treating as his x wife is treating him. Keep them close enough to love you but not close enough for them to love you. I love him, I hate him, I love him, I hate him. ASSHOLE!
I think he likes the fact there is someone in the wings who would do anything for him. I don't even want him back as my boyfriend. I think I romanticed him, ya know? I do know I want him sexually with all my heart. BASTARD!
Anyway... other men actually want to be with me. I spent overnight on Sunday night with Chris (the young white C from the previous post). It was wonderful. Dinner and then kissing... then playing and the best foot worship I have had in a long time and he kissed my nose and forehead. He played with my hair. He helf my hand while we had sex. For someone so young.. he knew EXACTLY what to do!!!!!
And then I had a date with Ken on Monday night. VERY nice. A very clean cut 44 year old. We hd spoken months ago but I didn't think he was interested in me... guess I was wrong. I Topped him... (beat his ass, raped his ass) It was WONDERFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) I may see him again on Saturday night.
I posted an ad on craigslist for a sugar daddy. I am not making it financially and I thought "who knows?"... I met a guy yesterday for lunch... he won't pay me and he only wants a lot of blowjobs. Not from me... I want a two way pleasure street.
I met a guy today who was neat. A bad boy for sure. Can't wait to see him again to see if he kisses as good as he says he does. He also won't pay my bills! :)
I am meeting a doctor tomorrow. Doc seems to be way out of my league. He travels, owns a lot of businesses and just seems to be a man of class. I am nervous.
Hope and I have a date with Al for dinner on Friday night. Its about time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
That is the update on my men.
Let's see who really comes back to see me.
And Bill.... stop treating me the way your x is treating you. I am tired of being kicked like a dog.
I feel he is treating as his x wife is treating him. Keep them close enough to love you but not close enough for them to love you. I love him, I hate him, I love him, I hate him. ASSHOLE!
I think he likes the fact there is someone in the wings who would do anything for him. I don't even want him back as my boyfriend. I think I romanticed him, ya know? I do know I want him sexually with all my heart. BASTARD!
Anyway... other men actually want to be with me. I spent overnight on Sunday night with Chris (the young white C from the previous post). It was wonderful. Dinner and then kissing... then playing and the best foot worship I have had in a long time and he kissed my nose and forehead. He played with my hair. He helf my hand while we had sex. For someone so young.. he knew EXACTLY what to do!!!!!
And then I had a date with Ken on Monday night. VERY nice. A very clean cut 44 year old. We hd spoken months ago but I didn't think he was interested in me... guess I was wrong. I Topped him... (beat his ass, raped his ass) It was WONDERFUL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :) I may see him again on Saturday night.
I posted an ad on craigslist for a sugar daddy. I am not making it financially and I thought "who knows?"... I met a guy yesterday for lunch... he won't pay me and he only wants a lot of blowjobs. Not from me... I want a two way pleasure street.
I met a guy today who was neat. A bad boy for sure. Can't wait to see him again to see if he kisses as good as he says he does. He also won't pay my bills! :)
I am meeting a doctor tomorrow. Doc seems to be way out of my league. He travels, owns a lot of businesses and just seems to be a man of class. I am nervous.
Hope and I have a date with Al for dinner on Friday night. Its about time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
That is the update on my men.
Let's see who really comes back to see me.
And Bill.... stop treating me the way your x is treating you. I am tired of being kicked like a dog.
posted by Stacey @ 4:19 PM
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